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I remember telling my sister that I have lost my faith after this. But with each passing day I realize that I can't loose my faith, faith is all I have to hang on to. My faith in myself, my family, my friends, is all I have. I truly believe that there is a higher power somewhere, I don't know what games get played and why some people have to suffer so much but I do hope that with the challenges that are thrown our way we will also be shown paths to overcome them.
When we had our first meeting with the transplant team I was left feeling like I was in a Harry Potter like maze game, whichever path we would choose would have more difficulties at the end of the bend. However, I had a silly sense of calm, a naive hope that we will get through it... how? I have no idea.